Hello!
Welcome to More Chaotic, a learning journal and a narrative exploration of life strategies and resilience.
This piece is the first micro essay on the platform followed by a Minket Puzzle.
I would love your feedback on this piece and the new direction directly on Substack or my email: minketapp@gmail.com.
Also, the first episode of the More Chaotic Podcast, “The Ends Justify The Means?” is available on my website or wherever you listen to podcasts.
Without further ado, let’s go!
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In the middle of the COVID pandemic, I joined millions in a collective trance, watching The Last Dance as the world reeled in disarray. This intricate, 10-part documentary wove a narrative of Michael Jordan's final season with the Chicago Bulls, interspersed with multifaceted biographical insights.
As a sports enthusiast, I've long admired Jordan's legendary prowess, extraordinary team dynamics, and relentless pursuit of victory. Jordan was not merely an athlete but a finely tuned, unstoppable machine powered by an iron will. Yet, his extraordinary success was not born in isolation; it was the product of a complex confluence of factors shaped by forces within and beyond his control.
I wonder: Had Michael Jordan been born in a different era, would he have wielded the same dominance, albeit in an arena with fewer societal safeguards? Perhaps in gladiatorial combat or at the helm of a seafaring vessel charting new territories?
Jordan's uncanny ability to shape reality to his will resonated with my experiences. I, too, have faced the sting of skepticism and the bitterness of doubt, only to channel the pain into an unwavering resolve to prove naysayers wrong. Like him, I've risen above pressures, fueled by a comparable appetite for victory. While our arenas may differ, the thrill of success is a shared emotion.
In college, I grappled with the dreaded what-I-didn't-know-itis, also known as ignorance. My high school success had lulled me into a false sense of security, and the new environment swiftly knocked me out with a punch to the liver. I still feel a less potent version of this sensation years later as I attend my ten-year college reunion this weekend.
But in hitting rock bottom, I found my springboard. It spurred me to carve my path and showcase my abilities to the world, but more critically, to myself. My odyssey through broadcast newsrooms, the South Pacific, medical school, and residency has been enlightening. Yet, despite the milestones, a sense of hollowness persisted, prompting a critical question:
Why am I doing all of this?
Jordan's legendary competitiveness, partially an inheritance from his father and brothers, instilled in him a fierce drive to win, to sidestep the punishment of defeat. Yet, as glimpsed in the documentary and as I've realized in my journey, this relentless drive can have pitfalls. It can sometimes erect barriers to relationships, push individuals to their brink, and nurture habits that become detrimental beyond their initial usefulness. The same qualities that empower us can paradoxically leave us vulnerable.
I remember Michael Crichton's account in his autobiographical book, Travels, when he finished the movie Westworld. Despite a formidable list of accomplishments up to that point, including graduating from Harvard College and Harvard Medical School, a post-doc fellowship at the Salk Institute, being a guest lecturer at Cambridge University, and penning best-sellers like The Andromeda Strain, he confessed to feeling an acute sense of emptiness.
He was miserable.
Crichton's meteoric success, without a genuine 'why,' left him adrift in a sea of existential storms.
Reflection, therefore, becomes essential.
Why am I doing this thing?
Is this thing worth what I'm sacrificing for it?
Is there more to this thing?
And most importantly:
What have I learned in search of this thing?
These questions are not limited to the realm of NBA champions or best-selling authors; they resonate with anyone navigating life's intricate maze.
The growth and insights gleaned from our tumultuous odysseys are invaluable treasures to cherish. When allowed to compound in our mental savings account, they yield rich dividends.
I remain on my voyage, searching for more intentional aims.
Hopefully, it's a journey far from its conclusion.
Thanks for reading. Now for the Minket Puzzle!
A friendly reminder of the rules:
Each puzzle contains three clues that fit into a larger clue called the link.
Each clue has a total amount of letters. The letters may be distributed across multiple words. Spaces do not count as letters.
Solve the three individual clues and the link to complete the puzzle.
The first person who can give me the correct answer (all three clues and the link) to the puzzle at minketapp@gmail.com will get a shoutout in the next piece.
Good luck, have fun, and learn something!
What one-word link connects:
1. An arachnid known for its intricate weaving (6 Letters)
2. Greek hero who performed twelve labors (8 Letters)
3. A sudden change in fortune (8 Letters)
Link: (9 Letters)
Hints:
1. Black Widow
2. Nemean
3. Plot Twist
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